So, there is much travel and time for mourning and reflection in the coming days. At the moment, I am at my brother Matt’s place in Temple, Texas. My niece, Camille, keeps pushing the button to reply “Jingle Bells” on one of her toys. Infinite repeats!

Today I catch a bus for Tucson, with a three hour layover in El Paso. I’ve never been. El Paso is a boarder town. On the other side is Juarez. It will be a nice spot to do some walking and stretch before riding across New Mexico and Arizona. The west is so spacious. So big.

The memorial service for Aeyn is Sunday. So, I will have Saturday and Sunday with Aeyn’s friends and family. I really look forward to that.

Monday morning, at 1:55, I catch a train back to south Texas, Alpine. From Alpine I will hitch the 80 miles or so down to Big Bend National Park. I’ve heard it is very beautiful, and I can’t wait to hike and camp. It will be a bit bittersweet, because my friend Aeyn was originally going to join me for a few days. My brother, however, will be meeting me the next weekend, and I am really looking forward to spending time with him in Big Bend.

From Big Bend, I’m hitching up to Albuquerque, New Mexico. Tamie’s Christmas present to me this year was to register me for a Richard Rohr conference, Loving the Two Halves of Life. It will be a spiritual retreat-type weekend.

After the conference, it is a train ride to Chicago, then flying out with Tamie back to Kodiak, Alaska.

Much travel. Good time in solitude.

Your prayers and thoughts are appreciated for myself, Tamie, and all of those who loved Aeyn Edwards.

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Jonathan Erdman

Writer. In the summers, I live and work in the incredible state of Alaska, in the bush community of McCarthy, as the Executive Director of the Wrangell Mountain Center. When not in McCarthy, you'll typically find me in the Santa Cruz Mountains of California, writing and working with local activists. My primary writing project right now is a novel set in remote bush Alaska, of the magical realism genre wherein an earnest and independent young woman finds a mysterious radio belonging to her grandmother, a device that has paranormal bandwidth and a disturbing ability to mess with one's mental stability.

2 thoughts on “Travel”

  1. though you don’t know me, bring my love to tucson too. though i live in arizona, i’m out of the area until the 11th and cannot make aeyn’s gathering this weekend. my heart will be there. grateful to know you, who loved him, are on your way to share in that with others in his life. he is one of the best, genuinely good, generous, loving, and inspiring people i have known. i am ever grateful for that.


  2. Jon, I am praying for you and Tamie today, and for Aeyn’s family. Peace and strength and comfort and wisdom to you all today and this coming week. Safety to you as you continue traveling. Thanks for staying in touch.




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